22 April 2007 | Vol. 7, No. 1

When I First See the Dead Deer

When I first see the dead deer, I think

Hope and Remembrance.

It's not the cluster of pinks I'd wanted,

not the first sight of the first crocus,

but a bouquet nonetheless.


Touching the furred foreleg where it juts

from the broken ribcage, it's

How perfectly still the leg lies, and

What a strange arrangement—how like a stem

it is for the whorl of bones and hair,

just uncovered by the melting snow.


Later when I smell it on my hands,

I touched a man in love, and

What strange confessions the dead make.

Look how the blooms lie frozen still,

in the not-quite spring, in the shapes

of tubers, rhizomes, bones.

About the author:

Mary Walker Graham is a bartender and a cofounder of Rope-a-Dope Collaborative, a printing co-op in South Boston, Massachusetts. Her work has also appeared in Poetry, Poetry Daily, and The Alembic.

For further reading:

See the complete list of work by Mary Walker Graham at 42opus. Browse the contents of 42opus Vol. 7, No. 1, where "When I First See the Dead Deer" ran on April 22, 2007. List other work with these same labels: poetry.

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