9 January 2008 | Vol. 7, No. 4
Mountain Lion Boy Testifies Before the House Subcommittee on the Atrocities of War
Father Mother
This is absolute.
We have come as the New Buffalo soldiers
Only I am dressed in the Fawn of your love
Chirping the Deer in to win our own color in our own land
Father Mother
It is just as we moved out of the mountains
Into the Superstitions of the lights rising from below the valley
The sky red mud water and the moon the alligator's eye
The fire of the sun burns the handle of the saw so hot
Just like the summer burn and shake of the PS2 joystick
Burning on the bright burn of the talking box booming out
My rage with
No A/C
Father Mother
The animals of this land are beautiful and foreign
They run on two legs, carry small square teeth in the front like beaver and wild mules
Mamma
I so fucking own them
Papa the steel casings pass so quickly through them
Like red goose shit running to the sky as we pulled them from the reeds in fall
Back home
Papa it is like a feeding dream
At Abu Ghraib pregnant Cougars
Thick in their vulva from a late fall heat
And early cub turning under the soft ivory
Fur of her belly
It was if the prisons of Babylon
Were the snow caves of spruce
Way above Rocky Boy
And the boughs were filled with wood grouse
Their asses oiled slick and puckered with the abundance of nuts in their crop
All she had to do was beat them down
Holding a sun crystal between her lips
She was 24-hour sunshine and pile
Them up just like one of those old-time postcards along the 66
That showed piles of giant fish or foul
She has pictures of her victuals
Stacked processed naked six feet high
Mama
I love the Dexedrine
I love the Modafinil
It is just like the Holy Medicine of the Blue Deer
Except for the headaches and the shits
And the feeling that nits and Peojos crawl over you in premonitory warnings
That all leads back to the pad behind the nail tightening the trigger
Filling your mouth with the ghosts of sand
Papa
I kill all of their associates
Their dogs their bitches
Their sense of self
Daddy in all this speed and sulfur
I'm Happy and get good sleep in Sonata
Deep, without dreams of the road
Improvised as an enormous earthen Mouth
Exploding in a boom of fire eaters at the carnival settling to a vowel of smoke
Divinizing a dream in the dark of my belly
Open Intestines writhing like wet rattlesnakes fresh from birth
Father Mother
Mother Father
I may return to you
Draped in the colors that fly above
The great car dealerships of North America
And as the towers of blue halide cut through the night
Illuminating the cul-de-sacs of Itoy's maze
I will be the one who follows the joggers
Through the redwoods chirping like a bird
I will be that short human whistle
Before the family dogs vanish just past
The black at the end of the yard
Just before the deer are plucked from the library gardens
Rejoice my family
For I have risen
In the same way I will hold the throat
Until silence befalls all who have bought this life
In a box, and kept it
till our want bled out the sides.
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